gosh, i have not seen my sweet boy for a week already now. considering that we are stuck in the hip since birth, he has not been this away from me this long. we did go on skype a few days abck, but the connection was horrible so the conversation was more like - angelus can you hear me. mummy i cannot see you. what is wrong with the connection? etc etc.

although it is hard it will be even harder when the new baby comes. it will be difficult for me to divide the attention between my two boys and not to neglect the other. with hubby's work arrangement i would now have 2 weeks solely for my sons. a lot of things to handle especially when the baby is still so small. but being a super mum i have just gotta suck it all up and be that pillar for the family to hang on to.

when angelus comes here for his long break, there would definitely be some rebonding as i would want him all to myself. baby can wait, as he will only be eating, pooping, peeing and sleeping. the rest of the day, mummy will be all yours.. i miss my son. sigh..